The Wrestler

This afternoon on my way home from work, I listened to part of an interview with Darren Aronofsky, the director for The Wrestler.

At 23:20

Fresh Air host Terry Gross: Now he has the kind of muscle in this film that you usually need steroids to get, and his character does shoot steroids in order to get his muscles. So what did he do to get the muscle legally?

Aronofsky: He worked really hard. Since it took a year and a half to raise the money [for the movie] and he knew about it for that long, it was ultimately about two years he had to start thinking about it. He hired this really hard core trainer, this former Israeli commando who was a former cage fighter–the guy just took no BS. He lifted twice a day and drank about 7000 calories a day and was always walking around with one of those shakes. The thing is, Mickey’s dad, his real dad, was actually a Mr. New York, a body builder. And so I think he’s always been kind of a gym rat, so he’s in that culture.

So, here I thought was at least partly an answer to my earlier question: is it possible to really build muscle after 35? The answer is (anecdotally at least) yes, if you workout twice a day, have a hard-core-cage-fighting-commando personal trainer, and have the genetics to support it. I guess for me that means, no, No, NO.

Then I went looking for pictures of his great transformation. First a picture of him in the Wrestler, released in 2008.

I then went looking for comparable shots in recently previous movies.  I couldn’t find anything for Stormbreaker (2006) or True Crime: New York City (2005), but I did find this shot for Sin City (2005)

If anything, I think he looks bigger in Sin City. Perhaps that was after a long stint of body building to get in shape. OK, that’s probably likely. Maybe then he took a year off, then started training for The Wrestler.

I think the result is that Rourke was already built for the part. Gross’ question implies he’d made a huge transformation, but in fact he was already primed to looked pumped.

A Year of Exercise

I started “consistently” exercising nearly a year ago. My first “Fitstart” session as 2/12/08. Its official–with my enthusiasm ADD, this is one of the longest interests I’ve had in a long time. This is a summary of my year (nearly) of working out at the local YMCA.

I started with the Fitstart program in February. Looking back on it now, its an adequate program for its goals–to be easily applied to a majority of the population, and help newcomers feel comfortable with a wide range of equipment. I met someone a couple of weeks ago who had a very different experience with the Fitstart at her YMCA, and she was working (as a volunteer) to improve it. I have the e-mail address of her daughter, so I really should follow up to see how its going.

Shortly after I finished Fitstart, I started designing my own routines based mostly on free weight movements. I took inspiration from a number of books along the way. I would have used the routines proscribed in the books, but I didn’t feel comfortable with either squats or dead lifts, and those were a significant component of most of the books I read. Instead, I’ve substituted lunges, Bulgarian split squats, and leg presses to get the lower body workout. Nearly a year later, I’m ready to pay a trainer at the Y to help make sure I’m using correct form on squats and dead lifts. I haven’t set an appointment yet, but I’m gonna. Really.

Below is a plot of the number of workouts I’ve completed in each month of 2008. My goal is to work out 3 times per week with an occasional week off (so an average of 10 per month). Some times that is tough. I was away from home a lot in June and July. I don’t know what my excuse is for August.  I just know we had a great summer.

November’s number includes three workouts while we were in Vermont–on three of the days were were there, getting a little twitchy, I decided to do pushups and lunges. I was able to do 100 pushups on two separate days, and 80 on another. Since it only took 4 sets and about 30 minutes to get to those numbers, I was pretty pleased. December was rough, what with the holidays, and a little personal surgery.

Some accomplishments of note:

  • In September, I mentioned some early frustration I’d felt with the lat row exercise. I’d peaked at 90 lbs in mid April. In the September post, I’d moved the cable row (an equivalent exercise) to 140. The last couple of times I’ve done the cable row, I’ve done a set at 160. That’s an impressive stack, if I do say so myself.
  • I started doing chin ups in mid May. At that time I was using the Y’s assisted chins/dips machine, with about 40 pounds of assistance. I was able to do three sets of 8. Now I’m doing chin ups unassisted, and 2-3 sets of 8-9.
  • I started doing dips in mid may. At that time I was using the Y’s assisted chins/dips machine, with about 40 pounds of assistance. I was able to do three sets of 10. Now I’m doing dips with 40 pounds ADDED. Today I was able to do 3 sets of 6-8.
  • In May I started doing lunges with 2 30 pound dumbbells.  Now I’m using 2 55 pound dumbbells.
  • A couple of years ago I spoke to my doctor about some lumps that had developed on my legs. They were big enough to be seen if I was wearing shorts, but they didn’t hurt or have any discoloration. She told me that since I used to have very muscular legs, that they were due the atrophying of my quadriceps (I forget the name she told me). Those lumps are now almost entirely gone, and only I can tell where they are by touch.

One of the frustrations I’ve felt in my reading is that there isn’t much attention paid to age effects. I know I’m not a young buck any more. I know that the most significant gains will be experienced by men in their late teens to early twenties. But at 38, can I still expect to experience strength and muscle growth? I’m making strength gains, but frequently I’m left to wonder if those are due to muscle growth, or due to neural adaptations (learning how to make use of all the muscle fibers). The biggest evidence I’ve got for not gaining muscle, despite the gains described above: no weight gain. At the end of Fitstart, I weighed just over 180. The last couple of weeks (even with the holidays) my weight has been the same. Is it unreasonable for me to expect to have gained a few pounds of muscle after nearly a year? Or am I stuck simply fighting the effects of a desk job and sarcopenia?

New research on obesity

A few months ago, I wondered if it were possible that the amount of calories absorbed from food could vary from person to person. In fact, recent research has shown that not only is caloric absorption likely to vary from person to person, but can vary over time for one person.

When I wrote my blog post, I didn’t have any idea what could cause the variation. I figured it was something about our bodies themselves. As it turns out, bacteria that thrive in our intestines likely cause significant variations in the amount of calories we can extract from food. Of course the research is still new, and it was done on mice, but it still looks very promising.

Biologist Jeffrey Gordon of Washington University in St. Louis became quite well known a few years ago for a group of very skinny mice in his lab. The mice were skinny because they had no bacteria in their intestines. Gordon had kept them completely bacteria-free. If a bacteria-free mouse eats, food passes right through the intestine, significantly undigested.

So without bacteria, the mouse can eat and eat and eat and never gain weight. But when Gordon exposed the mice to “this big, bad, dirty world,” as Gibson calls it, the mice suddenly turned their food into more calories and gained weight. So bacteria matter. Apparently, they can digest food far more efficiently.

So researchers now are focusing on learning more about the 500+ species of bacteria that live in our guts and what impact they have on all kinds of stuff in addition to digestive efficiency: “stomach ulcers, … asthma, hay fever, allergies and eczema”. It is entirely possible that an anti-biotic could be developed to kill some of the more efficient food digesters, allowing food to pass through less digested, and allowing the person to lose weight while eating full meals. It really could be the magic weight-loss pill so many have been seeking.

Vanity Versus Pride

Shortly after I started exercising, I noticed that I started pausing in front of the mirror. If there isn’t a mirror, I’ll look at my biceps (coming along) and my forearms (still spindly) and try to notice changes.  I haven’t previously considered myself vain. (Do vain people ever think they are vain?)  I think I’m OK to look at, and I don’t spend a lot of time fussing over my appearance (as demonstrated by the #1 clipper cut, and shaving every other day).

Except now, when I’m in front of a mirror. I keep trying to tell–am I bulking up? My wife, lovely woman that she is, tells me “Yes, rowr!”. I can see some improvements. I feel some sense of accomplishment with what I’ve done so far. And I can definitely see improvements in the amount of weight I’m able to move around the YMCA.

But why this need to check myself out every time I pass by the bathroom sink? Is it just pride in the work I’ve done? Where is the line between pride and vanity?

Pride: 1: the quality or state of being proud: as a: inordinate self-esteem : conceit b: a reasonable or justifiable self-respect c: delight or elation arising from some act, possession, or relationship

Vain: 4: having or showing undue or excessive pride in one’s appearance or achievements : conceited

Ah, no wonder I’m confused. Its all in the level of pride: do I have a reasonable self-respect, or excessive pride?

One of the exercise (ok, body building) websites I occasionally read puts it this way: in the end we all want to look good naked. Exercising, and weight training in particular, are means to that end. Some writers would add “for as long as possible” since there is a strong belief that strong bodies last longer (I’ll be honest I’m not sure about research that supports that belief). So, is the desire “to look good for as long as possible” and watching for the results of that work pride, or excessive pride?

At this point, I think it is just pride. But its a weird feeling to admire the work I’ve done so far. But again, I’m not sure vain people ever realize that they are vain. To them it seems like a reasonable amount of self-respect. To those around them, they seem vain. So I’ll have to be judged by those around me. What say you?