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Two Christmas Trees

My wife loves Christmas. About 5 years ago she started asking if she could have two trees. About 5 years ago I started trying to figure out where we could possibly put a second tree, and what tactics I might use to delay having to shell out money for two live trees a year.

Last year, Anne’s mom gave us a slender artificial tree, so we had fulfilled Anne’s long standing wish. We put it up in the living room, while the full live tree was in the family room. But alas, we still had ornaments left over.

This year, Anne’s mom bestowed on us another slender artificial tree, bless her. Its small enough to fit in our foyer, and looks good there. Emily noticed that it was possible to see both slender trees from one spot on our stairs thanks to a mirror we recently received from Anne’s grandmother. I set up the tripod and made several attempts, the best of which is below.

two christmas trees

 

The Wager

A person very close to me, I’ll call her M, recently handed me a printed copy of this sermon. She handed me this sermon because she knows of my recent faith questions and she thought I might find it interesting. It took me a couple of weeks to get to it, but I finally read it last night.

The sermon opens rather poorly for me–with a condescending story about a 23 year-old questioning some tenets of his religion, only to be told “There are lots of things that you don’t know at twenty-three.” Though the statement is absolutely true, there are also lots of things that you don’t know at 43 or 63 or 93. To decline to discuss the issues head on with an adult clearly interested in discussing them is to miss an incredible opportunity. Instead, the priest (not the author of the sermon) chooses to be condescending toward the student. Imagine if I were teaching a class at work on technical topics where I’m an expert, and someone said “I don’t understand, why should I do that step?” If I were to simply respond “You’re too young to understand, just do what I tell you to do” I would be considered a bit on the pompous side.

The sermon touches on a church member, Hoff, who refused to say certain parts of the Apostles creed because he didn’t believe in them. I find I agree with Hoff, and that’s where I started having difficulties in my own church-going. I couldn’t stand in the pews and say words that I didn’t believe to be true. I find the pastor’s argument–” It’s the church’s creed, not ours.”–rings hollow. What is the church if not the members? Can members not choose to change the church as their understanding of the world evolves?

The pastor then makes a serious mistake. He mentions the “new atheist” movement and two prominent authors, Sam Harris and Richard Dawkins. He then quotes an anonymous reviewer of The God Delusion:

One reviewer of Dawkins’ book gently asks if the author has forgotten that the Soviet Union was an intentionally godless state and culture? Have Dawkins and others forgotten the atrocities Josef Stalin afflicted in the name of secularism? Hitler, Mao Tse-Tung, Pol Pot presided over mass murder of millions of people in the name of a new godless, religionless secularism.

It is clear that neither the pastor, nor the reviewer actually read the God Delusion. Nor did they look in the index under Hitler or Stalin. In fact, pages 272 through 278 are dedicated to addressing exactly these concerns. By asking the question rhetorically, the reviewer (and the pastor by using the quote) implies that Dawkins thinks all atheists are wonderful and therefore cannot do evil. This is not the truth. Dawkins fully admits that Hitler and Stalin committed horrible acts. Many people commit horrible acts. The real question is does atheism actually lead people to commit the horrible acts? The correct answer is that there is not currently any evidence that it does.

The pastor moves on to a tone of reconciliation between all the worlds religions which is admirable. The world would definitely be a lot better place if there were less killing of people. If that means convincing them that God doesn’t want them to kill others, fabulous. He then quotes Isaiah 19:23-24 which predicts an alliance between Israel, Egypt, and Assyria. I’m not sure how that is supposed to inspire hope that God can bring us together–its been a few thousand years since that prediction, and Assyria hasn’t existed for over 2600 years.

The pastor then makes what I think is an absolutely absurd assertion: “The Bible nowhere argues for the existence of God.” That’s like saying that my Camry manual never argues for the existence of my car. Of course it doesn’t–that’s one of the founding assumptions in the whole book. The bible doesn’t argue for God’s existence but it sure does claim that all who don’t believe in God will burn in hell.

He then brings up an interesting point that I’ve seen mentioned in atheist blogs: “In the Bible, faith in God means trusting God more than believing ideas about God to be true”. Frequently when a believer says “I believe in God” they really mean “I trust God will do what he says he’ll do or what I think he’ll do” in the same sense as if I were to say to my daughter “I believe in you” as she attempts to ride a bike for the first time. The core of my problem with believing in God is precisely this interpretation. For me to believe in God, I have to see some reason to trust that God will do anything. I believe in gravity even though we have a very poor understanding of the core mechanics because it does something. I believe in electricity even though it feels a lot like magic because I know how to trust it to do work (or provide warmth, or inspiration, or joy).

Finally, the pastor gets to the reason for the name of the sermon–Pascal’s Wager. He doesn’t describe the wager explicitly, but it goes like this: the risk of belief in God is low (religious life), and the risk of unbelief is high (hell); the benefit of belief is high (heaven) and the benefit of unbelief is low (atheist life). Therefore based on a risk-benefit analysis, we should just believe because it makes sense. The pastor seems genuinely unaware (or more likely, unconvinced) of the criticisms of the wager. He ultimately claims to wager on God for two reasons:

  • the highway builder, making a way where there is no way, bringing together antagonists and mortal enemies, his precious children, Egyptians, Assyrians, Jews
  • and that shepherd, with a lost sheep on his shoulders, coming home

So, he chooses to believe in God because of a failed (so far) prediction to bring three nations together in harmony, and because of the lost sheep parable. Its a wonderful parable, and volumes have been written on it. But there are lots of parables around. Sorry pastor, that’s not reason enough for me to believe.

 

Scanning slides

Anne and I recently received an Epson Perfection V500 scanner as an early Christmas present. The main attraction of the scanner (since we already have one built into our HP C6180) was its ability to scan slides and negatives.

When we have the time, it does an excellent job. The problem is that in this world of instant gratification, it takes upwards of 2-3 minutes to make a low-quality-just-barely-fit-for-a-4×6-print scan. To take a high quality scan capable of producing an 8×10 requires 10+ minutes of scan time. Even if I were to just scan barely-better-than-thumbnails for a contact sheet it still takes more than a minute each. And we can’t just stuff it full of negatives and walk off–a typical load will get no more than 8-10 pictures. So, load it up and come back 15 minutes later.

This is probably no worse than any other consumer grade scanner, but josh darn it, with nearly instant everything else in our lives, it ought to be able to snap-snap-snap capture the negatives so fast that we can’t keep up with it. Oh well.

 

Anne Celebrates 40 Three Times

This weekend we celebrated Anne’s 40th birthday 3 times (does that make her 120?). I’m usually pretty good at remembering to take pictures of important moments, but I was absolutely tickled when I realized I could take make this mosaic:
Anne's Birthdays
The left picture is from out friends night out at Barley’s and Byrnes’. The middle picture is from the party we had in our home with close family. The right picture is at home with just the four of us.

Happy Birthday, honey!